In his book, The Tenth Insight, James Redfield put forth the idea that true healing lies in helping the client remember his birth vision so he’ll have a motivation for self-healing.

Three quotes from the text:

“We should visualize the patient remembering what they intended to do with their lives but still hadn’t done.”

“Real healing springs from a renewed sense of what one wants to do once health is regained.”

“Bringing in the world vision, and holding it, is important so we’ll know what to pray for, what future to visualize.”

Another important point in the book is that when we visualize love for the planet we must include everyone, even our enemies. We are all souls in various stages of development. None of us are born intrinsically evil. Compassion is for everyone and spiritual healing should be shared with those who seem least deserving of it.

Tonight while my boyfriend was using my computer I lay on my bed and gave myself Reiki while listening to an audio recording of The Tenth Insight by James Redfield, the follow-up book to The Celestine Prophecy. In his book he wrote about birth visions. Intrigued, I turned off the tape to meditate on what my birth vision was.

I looked at my birth family to figure out why I’d want to be born to them, then started having a vision that may have been a past life experience. In my vision I saw myself as an unhappy young Native American woman. In one section of my vision my hands were bound. I felt myself laying against the ground, feeling downtrodden. I realized I was in a group of natives being relocated, and unfortunately, I didn’t make it to wherever I was going. I felt totally unloved and unwanted, by anyone. So then I went back to my birth family and saw, first of all, a little girl there. I would have a sister if I was born to this family, and that excited me. It was the first thing that attracted me to the situation. Then I saw how the parents, especially the father, gave this girl lots of love and affection, and I wanted that. I wanted to be in a family that would love me, want me, and care about me.

Beyond that, I couldn’t see any reason for wanting to be in that family, and I questioned again, meditating on what my purpose in this life might be. I wondered why I have such a propensity for putting myself into situations where I’m helping people… just as I am with this energy therapy endeavor, and other things I do. My attention was diverted to another vision where I saw myself as a very young boy - about seven or eight - whose parents sold him to a slave trader. I was told via clairaudience that it happened in 13th century Persia. I was abused by the slave traders and taken to the court of a person who I identified as a king. The king said, “he isn’t one of mine” and said I must go to work. I was forced to work in a dark place that seemed like a dungeon or cellar, alongside other men, shoveling what I think may have been coal for winter heating fuel. Next I saw myself being executed for having led or participated in an uprising. I’d tried to help the people I worked with find freedom from this forced labor. So in this way I was told that I always wanted to help others. It is a part of who I am now.

I continued my Reiki, and considered how even though I chose my birth family for the feeling of being loved and wanted, I still didn’t feel 100% loved and wanted. I never have, even though both my parents are decent, kind, loving people, and always have been. Then I realized I had this lack in my energy body in the front of my head, in the area just over my third eye. I placed my hands there and sent Reiki and Quantum Touch energy, and healed myself. Then I felt massively loving, and realized it was what I’d been looking for. Through clairaudience I heard these words: “You are the love you give. That is how your soul gains power, strength and beauty.” And I realized this is a message I need to share with my energy healing.

I’ve been doing intuitive healing for years, though not regularly. In the last year I’ve decided to study a variety of healing methods with the goal of having a healing practice in place before I’m forced to retire. So far I’ve been studying Quantum Touch and EFT, plus I’ve received the first attunement for Reiki. Quantum Touch is based on Qigong, but isn’t the same thing. I find it to be amazingly effective.

Last night I did a distant healing for one of my daughters. I am able to see people psychically when I do this. I saw her as black with red ribbons of light around her. In other words she was in a very dark spiritual condition. I intuitively placed my hand near her crown chakra and saw blue-white light emanating from that contact, and eventually filling her. Next I did a distant EFT session for her. I feel she still needs more of this. EFT means “Emotional Freedom Techniques”. You can find out more and get linked to a free e-book about EFT on the front page of my site: EFT Joy.

After that I turned my attention to a problem my boyfriend was having, then after a while went back to look at my daughter. (This was all done psychically, by distant healing methods.) She had gone off-center from the healing light and I saw the darkness reaching out to re-invade her. I renewed the blue-white light, which was quite a beautiful sight. Then I noticed an entity, the figure of a short, dark-skinned man. He was quite angry at me because the light had chased him out of my daughter. I told him that the fact that he’d been chased out by the light told me he was of the darkness and had no business dwelling in my daughter. He flew into my solar plexus to try to inhabit me instead. I told him he needed to leave, to go to the light and be healed. He left and I used the healing light to eradicate extensive cording which he’d left in me that quickly.

I worked more on seeing that my daughter was filled with the blue-white healing light, and was assured that she was healed and would never be the same as before again. I also visualized myself filled with white crystal light so there would be no negative effects from this process left inside me.