Everyone can feel their heart chakra. If you think not, just close your eyes and place your attention in the area of your heart. What is that? Living, throbbing, love energy, perhaps?

We relate to our heart chakras in different ways. Some relate happily with all this love energy. Some relate with fear.

I have been one to relate to my heart chakra with fear, which choked out most the love within me. I could still be aware of it, but the love was not strong compared to the fear cutting it off, obscuring its beauty. Not enough love got through to make a considerable difference in my life or in the lives of others around me.

I now feel the vibration of love expanding. Fear is being chased away.

A simple but powerful affirmation today: “Life is beautiful and I am happy.”

Dispel all negativity by affirming that indeed we have a life in which beauty plays a great part, and there’s no reason to deny ourselves happiness. Saying this line ten times gives a ray of sunshine… a direct connection to the beauty of Spirit within us.

My path in this ephemeral, changing, evolving dense material world is one of love and the sharing of loving vibrations. An opening of the heart chakra — opening of arms, loving, clasping all humanity into my sphere of love, ever expanding, moving through situations and events with tranquil knowing that love always is, that joy permeates all, that hearts and minds can be healed to vibrate in the realm of divine presence.

I needed to loosen that last stronghold of ego, to allow that place in me to be permeated with love, to let go of the ego — that seat of wanting, desiring, craving, of not being satisfied with what is. That place of opinions for or against — that knot of judgment, which I have given over to the divine light of love.

Now I am sensitive to the lower vibration rumbling compared to the high vibe of loving bliss. To stay in that bliss is my goal — to be blissed out enough to share joy with whoever I come in contact with — so those who are able to perceive are blessed and those who aren’t may be affected in a way that may produce a later awareness that goodness does exist in this realm.

So many are confused — so very confused by the propensity and surroundingness of this dense material world. With that outside and the place of hard, harsh, wanting, desiring ego inside, they are confused and turned away from the beauty of love which is so evident and obvious once all outer distractions are put in their place.

There is only love — that’s what will last. That’s what we’ll take with us into any realm we traverse. The rest is ephemeral. A glittering, glistening desire for this or that material thing or pleasure — and once held, once achieved, what’s left but to turn the heart and mind to some other temporary thing?

Yet if the soul’s heart learns to share love — that will last from now to forever and in fact always has been, always will be.

I am Geniyyah Lealisis, and I live in Northern California.

This blog chronicles my experience with consciousness, energy healing, energy exercises, manifesting, and visions.

I use the name Geniyyah Lealisis for this site because it is part of a long name I was given while channeling a few years back.

I’m in my late-fifties… born in 1952 in the San Francisco Bay Area.

I’m a Universal Life Church minister but I’ve never been a Christian. I believe in the beauty of Universal Life.

Read more about my consciousness research on Squidoo where I’ve added these pages:
Geniyyah Energy Healing and Consciousness Research
Dowsing to Change Negative Energy Into Positive Energy
I-Ching Readings for a Changing World
Prayer for Healing the World
(You can find more of these pages at my Geniyyah Lensography.)

Tonight while my boyfriend was using my computer I lay on my bed and gave myself Reiki while listening to an audio recording of The Tenth Insight by James Redfield, the follow-up book to The Celestine Prophecy. In his book he wrote about birth visions. Intrigued, I turned off the tape to meditate on what my birth vision was.

I looked at my birth family to figure out why I’d want to be born to them, then started having a vision that may have been a past life experience. In my vision I saw myself as an unhappy young Native American woman. In one section of my vision my hands were bound. I felt myself laying against the ground, feeling downtrodden. I realized I was in a group of natives being relocated, and unfortunately, I didn’t make it to wherever I was going. I felt totally unloved and unwanted, by anyone. So then I went back to my birth family and saw, first of all, a little girl there. I would have a sister if I was born to this family, and that excited me. It was the first thing that attracted me to the situation. Then I saw how the parents, especially the father, gave this girl lots of love and affection, and I wanted that. I wanted to be in a family that would love me, want me, and care about me.

Beyond that, I couldn’t see any reason for wanting to be in that family, and I questioned again, meditating on what my purpose in this life might be. I wondered why I have such a propensity for putting myself into situations where I’m helping people… just as I am with this energy therapy endeavor, and other things I do. My attention was diverted to another vision where I saw myself as a very young boy - about seven or eight - whose parents sold him to a slave trader. I was told via clairaudience that it happened in 13th century Persia. I was abused by the slave traders and taken to the court of a person who I identified as a king. The king said, “he isn’t one of mine” and said I must go to work. I was forced to work in a dark place that seemed like a dungeon or cellar, alongside other men, shoveling what I think may have been coal for winter heating fuel. Next I saw myself being executed for having led or participated in an uprising. I’d tried to help the people I worked with find freedom from this forced labor. So in this way I was told that I always wanted to help others. It is a part of who I am now.

I continued my Reiki, and considered how even though I chose my birth family for the feeling of being loved and wanted, I still didn’t feel 100% loved and wanted. I never have, even though both my parents are decent, kind, loving people, and always have been. Then I realized I had this lack in my energy body in the front of my head, in the area just over my third eye. I placed my hands there and sent Reiki and Quantum Touch energy, and healed myself. Then I felt massively loving, and realized it was what I’d been looking for. Through clairaudience I heard these words: “You are the love you give. That is how your soul gains power, strength and beauty.” And I realized this is a message I need to share with my energy healing.