Spiritual love, a gift from the Father, tries hard to shake me free from the mother persona I’ve acquired on Earth. I am female, and a mother of five Earthlings. I trained myself over the course of many years to watch out for these little ones, to hover over them, helping, guiding, and loving them. In this process I gained knowledge of many fears as I struggled to keep my children safe.

I need to relieve myself of these fears, and yet I loathe to let go. I cling to the silly idea that somehow my fear will keep me from danger, and instead, the fear keeps me from total enlightenment.

The greatest fear, and the one I’ve had the hardest time letting go of, is the fear of death. How deeply ingrained has this fear been, to infiltrate my trust in the universe, to stab me with a sword of darkness? When did I receive this fear? When did I allow it in?

Fear of death does nothing for me. It only keeps me from oneness with the Divine Light.

It is a fact that my existence here on Earth (I like to call it Terra) is simply a gift of the Divine Will. If Divine Will didn’t want me here, I could be eliminated in an instant.

The fact that you are still breathing means that there’s still a reason for you to be here. There is nothing to be afraid about. We all exist on the basis of Divine Grace.

I have done terrible things in this lifetime, for which I am deeply regretful and for which my spirit sighs with sorrow. Those things were done out of ignorance. I was not aligned properly with Divine Spirit. I did not know the consequences of my ignorant actions. I beg for forgiveness and know the most difficult forgiveness must come from my inner self.

I asked Divine Light for reasons why I’m still alive. Here’s what I was told.
Reason #1 - You are beautiful.
Reason #2 - We need you. You are a beautiful part of what is.

That’s all I was told. I guess I was hoping for some kind of precognition of some great benefit I’d give humanity in the future. I didn’t get that. I just got Divine Love and Acceptance. For this, I am grateful. I know I don’t deserve to be here. But Divine Grace sustains and keeps me here anyhow. Gratitude is the only realistic response.

Can you relate?

This world, our Beloved Mother, is now being tested by letting more of Father (the God-light) in. This is the result of letting the two merge.

Human consciousness is the result.

So before this, was I unconscious? The errors we make are due to ignorance and lack of spiritual education. The more we spread spiritual love consciousness, the lovelier our world will be.

Human consciousness is generally a much lower vibration of consciousness than is the Divine Consciousness, however we can alter that with meditation on raising our vibrations to resonate with love consciousness… and then expand that outward to share the bliss and joy with all human beings in our home, in our town, in our region… keep expanding outward, ever outward, include all the people of the world. As individuals we can have a positive effect on others involved in discord, even if they be on the other side of the planet!

The earth now rises up to become enlightened - one mind-spirit, one heart, at a time.

Everyone can feel their heart chakra. If you think not, just close your eyes and place your attention in the area of your heart. What is that? Living, throbbing, love energy, perhaps?

We relate to our heart chakras in different ways. Some relate happily with all this love energy. Some relate with fear.

I have been one to relate to my heart chakra with fear, which choked out most the love within me. I could still be aware of it, but the love was not strong compared to the fear cutting it off, obscuring its beauty. Not enough love got through to make a considerable difference in my life or in the lives of others around me.

I now feel the vibration of love expanding. Fear is being chased away.

Today’s affirmation: “I connect with the source of joy and know I am loved.”

We connect with joy through meditation. This joy comes through the heart chakra and is illuminated through the crown chakra. Meditate for joy, for peace, for happiness. And you will, without a doubt, know you are dearly loved by the Divinity that surrounds you and pervades your being.

Today’s affirmation: “Love surrounds me. I am filled with love. I amplify love and give it back to the world constantly.”

Today we can feel more love energy moving through our lives as we become love energy generators. We breathe in the love that surrounds us. We thrive on this love - it is what everyone needs most. And as our vibrations respond to the love energy, we become stronger and generate the love we can give to others.

This is truly a blessed day.